Andrew.
Yeah.
This is hard.
Not going to lie or sugar coat it.
He lived a tough life on this Earth but he also loved with all his heart and made it a better place because he would do anything for the ones he loved deeply.
Getting the call, while somewhat trapped in a place that I could not leave, was a tough one and knowing there was nothing I could do with the news.
Losing him will be something that we have to face especially on the hard days like holidays but I thank GOD that I wont have to worry about how he's doing or where he is or if there is anything that can be done for him. He is at peace. He is home.
As hard as it will be here on this side of Heaven, I am thankful to know where he is.
I do have to say, the day I make it to Heaven, I will be going right up to him...and my exact words will be
'SUCKER, you had to tell the truth, now, finally, that I did not push you down the stairs when you broke your leg. That you jumped the stairs to try and beat me so you could watch your movie first!' (because he, until his last day on this Earth, jokingly, kept telling everyone......................I pushed him.) I did not, and my day will come when I face Andrew and he will have to say, yeah, I couldnt take that with me! ha! (OH, what a day that's going to be!) :)
I pray for Grey's little heart that he understands and knows what has happened and that his Dad loved him more than anyone. That his Dad is now guiding him and protecting him from above.
I have no doubt that he is the most beautiful angel there is and there is a pretty awesome dynamic duo looking over me now and.....I smile.
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